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1 March. The pain of loving

If you know me, you know I am a sucker for romance. I love it, it makes me happy and giddy reading it, watching it and listening to it. However, experiencing it destroys me and breaks me in unexplicable ways. I think love is the biggest challenge the world has given us to experience. I am someone who tends to open their heart quite easily, I do not mind letting people inside and I actually prefer them to know me as soon as possible, so they understand who are they interacting with. I value honesty over pretty much everything.

I been working a lot on my spirituality, reaching into my insides to reconnect my parts and understand myself deeper than ever before. It's been enlightening but painful, processing emotions hurts my human insides but comforts my computer brain. I am very happy right now, believe it or not!!

On better news I got a new job! Very excited about it, I want to exceed expectations so I'm working very hard on a monthly plan that will help me reach my goals. If you saw I made a new poll some weeks ago about goals, it is something I've been thinking a lot lately, how specific should goals be for them to be achievable and rewarding, but to not destroy me if I fail? It is so tricky but I am working on it, I decided to create short term goals that are achievable but I need to put work into it, and if I fail I know it is because I was not ready to work on them.

It's going to be a short entry for this month since not much has happened other than these events I recounted which left me empty and tired to do any other thing. Let's hope for a more fulfilling march!Remember you can talk to me in any of the possible ways on this site or my mail address :]